Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Turmoil


Sitting........
Waiting.......
Wanting........

Thinking.......
Wishing.......

Praying.........

Pining......

Bleeding.....

Paining......

Till it happens...........

Or till............. DEATH

Sunday, August 12, 2007

sowie a lot

emmen i am sorry about the last post it was a friend eh ge ethi, she wanted me to post it so i did it for her i am really sorry at that time i didn't know it was a story from chicken soup
sorry to the power infinity

Thursday, August 9, 2007

Eternal Love


Each year he sent her roses,
and the note would always say,
I love you even more this year,
than last year on this day.
My love for you will always grow,
with every passing year."

She knew this was the last time
that the roses would appear.
She thought, he ordered roses
in advance before this day.
Her loving husband did not know,
that he would pass away.

He always liked to do things early,
way before the time.
Then, if he got too busy,
everything would work out fine.

She trimmed the stems and
placed them in a very special vase.
Then, sat the vase beside
the portrait of his smiling face.

She would sit for hours,
In her husband's favorite chair.
While staring at his picture,
and the roses sitting there.

A year went by, and it was
to live without her mate.
With loneliness and solitude,
that had become her fate.

Then, the very hour,
The doorbell rang, and there
were roses sitting by her door.

She brought the roses in,
and then just looked at them in shock.
Then, went to get the telephone,
to call the florist shop.

The owner answered, and she asked him,
if he would explain, Why would someone would
do this to her, causing her such pain?

"I know your husband passed away,
more than a year ago,"
The owner said,
"I knew you'd call, and you would want to know.
The flowers you received today,
were paid for in advance.
Your husband always planned ahead,
he left nothing to chance.
There is a standing order,
that I have on file down here,
And he has paid, well in advance,
you'll get them every year.

There also is another thing,
that I think you should know,
He wrote a special little card...he did this years ago.
Then, should ever I find out that he's no longer here, that's the card that should be sent to you
the following year."

She thanked him and hung up the phone, her tears now flowing hard.
Her fingers shaking,
as she slowly reached to get the card.

Inside the card, she saw that he had written her a note.
Then, as she stared in total silence,
this is what he wrote...

"Hello my love, I know it's been a year
since I've been gone.
I hope it hasn't been too hard for you to overcome.
I know it must be lonely,
and the pain is very real.

Or if it was the other way,
I know how I would feel.
The love we shared made everything
so beautiful in life.
I loved you more than words can say,
you were the perfect wife.
You were my friend and lover,
you fulfilled my every need.
I know it's only been a year,
but please try not to grieve.

I want you to be happy,
even when you shed your tears.
That is why the roses will be sent to you for years.
When you get these roses,
think of all the happiness that we had together,
and how both of us were blessed.
I have always loved you and
I know I always will.
But, my love, you must go on,
you have some living still.

Please...try to find happiness,
while living out your days.
I know it is not easy,
but I hope you find some ways.

The roses will come every year,
and they will only stop,
When your door's not answered,
when the florist stops to knock.
He will come five times that day,
in case you have gone out.
But after his last visit,
he will know without a doubt!
To take the roses to the place,
where I've instructed him
and place the roses where we are,
together once again.

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend;
Someone who changes your life
just by being part of it.
Someone who makes you laugh
until you can't stop;
Someone who makes you believe
that there really is good in the world.
Someone who convinces you
that there really is an unlocked door
just waiting for you to open it.

This is Forever Friendship.

Sunday, August 5, 2007



aarrrghhhhh
The holidays from stress, pressure and all the other plague that seem to dog students is over. So now it is back to reality for all of us.
sheeyyyyyytttttttt
The welcome back to school was hampered by the revelation of unit test marks.
Here is a small description of what happens.
The teacher comes in with a bundle of papers. Everyone is staring at it. Then the hyperventilation starts. The doubts start racing through the mind, unwanted questions. Did I pass? Did I do it well? How is it? Will my marks be the lowest? All those stooopid questions
The teacher starts handing out the papers. Then there comes the request not to read out the marks. At least some are understanding enough not to do it.
This is where the adrenaline kicks in. The heart beat rate increases, its as if the heart is thumping, against your chest, trying to get out.
The teacher comes over with the paper, it almost takes your complete will power not to snatch it from their hand. The paper is in your hand now, the one that will make you float over to bliss or the one that will doom you to damnation.
All the hard work, all the pain, all the time, all the sacrifices, is it enough , is it worth it, did you do all that just for this. The eye streaks up to the red circle. The one that encircles the numerals that is the result, of what you did to achieve your desired marks. One look is enough to play with your mind, as your emotions go haywire..........

Thursday, August 2, 2007

Get well soon


This post is dedicated to my best friend shafee aka rihanna aka butterfly princess.

*hehe chakadaa*

Well she's being going through a bout of common cold which is getting better.

Annnnd due to this stoooopidd cold she has being unable to go out or have any fun during these holidays, as she got stuckkkkk at her house

So here is to my tweeet, cute, loabi buddy and best pal, whishing her get well soon and a fast recovery from the idiotic illness.

I'm missing u a lot.



Wednesday, August 1, 2007

The new look

Haaaiii everyone.
Hope you all like the new look.
Well this change was initiated by Thoami my new friend, annnd he was a monstrous help in co-ordinating the stuff, since I kind of suck at the colour thingy.
Hehe anyways I just wanted to thank him a lot for his invaluable help.
*biggg applause*
THANK YOU A LOT
hehe thats all for now
(annd I used simple words this time)