Betrayal

Tears of sadness
Fall in the darkness
Flashes and image
Bring up a rage
Feelings battered and broken
Left me forsaken
Years of faith and trust
In an action of unjust
Goes up in the air
Leaving me in despair
Unhappiness settles
And fear overtakes
The heart and mind
Is brutally pained

first day in school

I was very eager to start school, but so far everythings going wrong, its boring, stupid and idiotic. I don't like having to go to the new building, i dont like all the repeat programs, i don't like the teacher and i dunno i am not happy with anything. just didnt come up to my expectations and here's the big thing i am just jealous with some people having more free periods than me and having to go to the other end of Male' in the stupid idiotic mendhurugadeege heat. My first impression of chse are the following words:

"I am your teacher.............. I am not your teacher................... I am your guider"

(said in a nidhigadha adu ............... like a drone)

Does not make any sense right? But that was my teachers first words......... so u get what i mean?????

Loving you

All these days
All this time
All my existence

I loved you
I adored you
I cared for you

Every time you hurt me
Every time you left me
Every time you were not there

I missed you
I pined for you
I yearned for you

What I did
What I achieved
What I accomplished

I did it hoping
I did it thinking
I did it longing

That you’ll be coming back
That you’ll be changing
That you’ll be proud

When you came
When you returned
When you turned up

I took you back in
I hoped all my wishes came true
I was overwhelmed

Again it repeats
Again you leave
Again you wound me

I thought you loved me
I thought you cared for me
I thought you cherished me

How ever much it happens
How ever much you go away
How ever much you hurt me

In my mind
In my heart
In my soul

I’ll always love you
I’ll always adore you
I’ll always care for you

Who you are actually

The personality you show to others is what you are superficially. Hiding behind a façade of pompous achievement, pedigree, fame and charm you viciously conceal what in reality you are. A person of deceit, you illustrate a two timing nature. Two sides of you. A veneer of polish and a veracity of treachery. In one you are a graceful person, with a loving heart, a caring nature. But in truth who you are is what you demonstrate when you are not acting. Away from society’s evil grasp you become the ugly individual that only a few know of. A self that sadistically, cruelly sink your claws and fangs into the innocent. Preying upon them. Taking what’s not righteously yours. Diminishing other beings, others self respect, others authority. Hurting them, forcing them, bending them to your ways. Acting upon your desires, your needs, and your unfulfilled wishes. When you realize in actuality what you are, when you rip your outwardly layers and come to the very core of yourself you’ll find out that you are a beast, a vermin that crawled out of mud, a swine plundering upon others. Ill fated, pitiless, selfish and malicious is what you are. When others realize this they’ll come storming to your door. Till that day live in your doomed fantasies, in that orb you’ve built around yourself in order to protect the monster that’s inside you

Amazing heels

Hi everyone and muchos gracias for the comments.
This time m going to talk about this thing that really fascinates me. The other night I went to Aminiya and I saw a lot of girls wearing high heels. It ensnared my attention and I was really amazed and wondered how they could walk in them, let alone stand up without falling down. Well to me it’s a kind of art to balance yourself in thin pinprick points and walk so gracefully, that it captures other’s eyes.
But there’s also a part of me that thinks it must hurt a lot and in my opinion if u step on anything fragile it will break cause the heels exert a lot of pressure as they are very small and are forced to endure all the force you apply on them, anyway enough physics lessons.
I was fascinated enough to try them out so I borrowed one from kudabedhaththa and umm my experience……. Well it sucks. As soon as I stood up I fell down in a crumpled heap and I didn’t try it out after that. I asked one of the girls how they walk in the heels and she said “ effai kureega aneffai alhaaniyyey” hehe ( that’s the direct quote)hehe well its spellbounding to see them walk so charmingly and all I have to say to them is congratulations in perfecting the art and neynge bunaane ehchchehves molhukamun umm will a congratulations, gud luck and don’t try to hurt yourself do? You all are the epitome of balance and charm.Ekm bunan oihaaehchchakeeves hadhaankuraashey vetijiyyaa dheravaane. Dheravejjiyyaa roveyne. Rovijiyyaa ladhugannaane. hehe thats all

Bye for now

Thank you

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