Still the Same

today, when i looked out the window of my house i just realized how different everything is, new buildings can be seen where they weren't before and the trees have changed. i realized how much i have lived, how many hurdles i have jumped. i am not the naive little girl who used to sit by the window of my old house looking out onto the neighbors garden imagining ways of playing hide and seek in the bushes, neither do i have that much leisure time to spare. but, to me it still seems only yesterday i sat the O' Level exams, trying to remember everything i had learned, excited at the same time apprehensive. and now, today i am starting my AS exam, again enduring the long hours spent on studying the ridiculous content, so it seems just like a repetition of what i did before in O' Level. this brings me to this thought that no matter how much anything changes or transforms, basically it's just the same thing. However much you change from the outside, how much experience you get, or how mature you become, inside you are still the same person. i may not sit by the window daydreaming, but i still dream whenever i can.