Monday, June 9, 2008

Done


i just know that you were never happy never satisfied and that you never accepted me or was not humble enough to accept me as i am forever i am having to work hard having to prove myself to you and that i care about you and that i am trying to make you happy but what did i get in return just your overbearingness and bruises a couple of scars and most of a constant headache form listening to your whining your shouting your problems i always see you praise others i always hear echoes of my failures and i always found the need to redeem myself infront of you i gave up a lot of things and i m still holding myself away from many things that i want but still i just feel you pushing me away mocking me you never thought that i want things or worldly possessions as you might call it from the way things are going i see that i am never going to succeed in my fight
so i am done fighting i dont care what ever you think i dont want to know your opinion neither do i want to impress you please you or placate your ego

1 comment:

Aryj said...

i really like this one..seems like u r venting out all dat u hav been holdin in...

and whoever dat was in that post (fictional or not) doesn't deserve da girl...

jus my opinion...O.o